CCNY Poetry Outreach Center
CITY COLLEGE FACULTY
YOUR DEAD PARENTS AND PETS
Gleaming on my screen are all the griefs
of people I know as projections who feel
real things in their bodies. Gone for me
is the nearly human collie with her tricks
and failing kidneys who died in the den
in your arms, with her canine smile. Gone
is the dad who after surly years said
you did things right enough, with his human smile
and his overalls and final birthday cake. Gone
the cat with her amazing twenty years.
Departed the aunt who hated Trump
with youthful vigor. Gone the boa,
the rattlesnake, the always absent mom,
all of them gone before they came to me,
apparent through the providence of pixels,
in a village where even the griever
is just one more confusable Anglo-Saxon name,
one witty profile picture, a best face forward
My grief is a simulacrum of grief
but similar to the real, the flashing assignment
to my dead dad who took his turn on Facebook,
to my dead cat I never treated right enough.
Down the road a real dog barks.
Across the street an embodied parent dies.
All the village mourns and must scroll.
David Groff
Originally published in Cherry Tree
HAPPY COVID BIRTHDAY
Hello, darling—Greetings from
New York, New York
glad you aren’t here
as the day-to-day glides the bypass
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and cars elide
the absent hum
we live in fear
of a fluid so foul
the Other appears
lisping
(shouting)
Cops and drones alone fight the air
A gravitas, the lone rider
parable for the missing
greetings from New York, New York
glad you aren’t here
A park-side pavement
lines not poetry—etched
then stretched blackened
on sterile white
grinding gravel in a fog
in a city carved
by isolation
pockets empty
piling up
the civic removal
are you there
are you there?
Tents look like fabric
“amazing things are
happening here!”
Name of the riddle equals religious nonsense
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while death flies in wily ignorance
You would recognize the metaphor
the quiet change
a combustible grief
shows up as a fashionable human
more occasional than frightening
hat with pack
are you
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there? there?
So take the river back to Brooklyn
in the ferry of your rocking sound, the wash
a new rhythm
will be a place to hang your trophy poles
high above the streetlight
your red, red rust
in a steel box lies
the rest, the lost
—for Paul D. Lyon/”Vicks”
on 6/11/2020
Video-poem version with director Ronni Thomas available at:
https://www.chantdelasirenejournal.com/ronni-thomas-laura-hinton
Laura Hinton
WORDS WENT WILD (POETRY FESTIVAL IN THE TIME OF COVID-19)
Last year we had a festival
words went wild
poetry was king and queen
words went wild
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five-year olds like flowers read
words so wild
poetry is language
of words and wild;
now we hibernate at home
words that whisper
we're muted into silence
in words that whisper
when can words come out again
outside the whisper
words unsheltered
wild, unwhispered.
Pamela Laskin
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THE IMPERIAL INVESTIGATION
At Ostia, for the sheer hell of it,
Nero fished with a golden net.
He left its bright sheet shining on the floor
of his private pool, like an expensive snake,
but furled, unwrinkled, and when, invited in,
a greedy swimmer tried to dive for it
the emperor stalled a bit so he could pull a fast one
on his imperial guest with that fine mesh,
but never quickly, electing most often to dawdle
until the splashing died down, the struggling stopped—
a brisk few minutes—so everyone could gauge
the value of mere gold against pure greed.
Paul Oppenheimer
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NIGHT RITUAL
Water bugs come out in the dark—
what I can’t see during day, hiding
under basement stairs or in rooms
where I won’t go, pushing through
floorboards, thick masks multiplying--
no work, loneliness, loss of time.
At night I talk to a man who tells me
what I’m not, the mistakes I’ve made,
while I’m hanging wash over a line to dry.
All that bustle--I am telling him off,
he doesn’t know the worth of me.
Those fears around me--
at night I crawl through holes like a cat,
stare at them, one by one,
bat their slick covers,
turn them on their backs.
Cathy McArthur
WRITER’S BLOCK
My five-year old says I should just invite
words as if they are houseguests
who will drink tea from chipped, heirloom cups.
My heart then splinters like bone. I imagine
his toddler fists chasing words as if
circling like airplanes about to land. And our world
will end one day in an apocalyptic bloom,
rife with burnt losses: charred swing sets,
backyard pools full of muck instead of laughter, the nails craddling a child's crib
liquified, and I will no longer have my son's lip balm scent
or his kisses that feel like wet quarters.
For this, I grieve while his cheeks swell like tantrums.
He now throws legos and pillows and shoes.
He crushes discarded papers and toy cars.
I weep and weep,
finally.
Elisabeth von Uhl ​
MORNING RITUAL
Water boils at its speed,
coffee grains absorb it.
Foam floats to the top,
aroma disperses in air.
Four minutes of steeping.
Seconds tick slowly by,
nothing rushed.
Grains gurgle,
foam starts to diffuse.
Nothing is happening,
nothing to do.
four minutes of steeping.
At its leisure
the plunger takes the plunge
up surges my daily bread.
David Unger
JOY IN DIFFICULT TIMES
appears as blue sky
rain filled reservoirs
early spring bloom of wisteria,
magnolia and daffodils
joy is the birdsong chorus
from the bare branches of Prospect Park
sightings of cardinals, robins
grackles and the red-tailed hawk
joy is the 7pm shouts and bangs
on homemade instruments
to thank the hero/ines of the ER,
grocery stores and the essential
workers who showed up
while we went remote
as we dig into chores left for decades
cook from old and new recipes
dig out games, backgammon and cards
play with children
home from school
I read encyclopedias for words
lost to time and misuse
wondering how naming and not naming
changes our history
the indigenous farmers who saved the ancient
kernels of corn, prepared for this time
predicted in their lore
are not surprised
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joy appears as prayers for the dead
and songs for those who recover
as they leave hospitals and wards
joy is getting up in the morning
to discover we are still alive
Michelle Yasmine Valladares
ANXIOUS PARENTS
In the midst of this raging contagion,
we’re worried about our son. He’s 80,
with health issues
a target for the microbes,
and he flouts the rules:
refuses to self-quarantine,
refuses to wear a mask
and sneaks into boarded-up bars
to invite strangers in
for free booze and hugs.
Even at our age, we worry.
He was a rambunctious child,
a troubled teen
a wild, unbridled youth
scattering his seed
here and there
and into the outer boroughs.
Well, he survived those years
and came out OK
able to feed himself
and finally, in the middle of his life,
a family.
We watched his every stage.
And we’re watching still
from a distance, of course,
isolated centenarians. We Zoom in
to say we love you,
and remind him about life’s fragility;
aging’s not what it used to be.
Barry Wallenstein
Emeritus
THE ESCORT SERVICE NAMED LEVAYAH
In Judaism, mourners are considered to be escorting the dead
Hebrew for ‘funeral,’
for ‘funeral,’ for ‘accompany,’
‘accompany’ him or her
to the grave.
No rabbi, no cemetery
worker buries the dead. I do,
you do, we do,
he does, she does, they do,
those in sorrow,
those surrounding the sorrow
honor their bond
with the beloved, gone.
Return the beloved
quickly to the earth,
to its able arms.
The earth will escort
now: the dead
will not be alone.
We will.
Estha Weiner
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[WHAT THE NIGHT SEES WHEN WE’RE NOT LOOKING]
vowels chip at my teeth
I dream in poems
then forget
and there is moonlight somewhere
trapped beneath the tarp of night
wind howls or whispers
(whichever you prefer)
instead I choose to listen
to the sea
peel back the papered night
with ink stained hands
(ink stains everything)
roll my tongue over broken teeth
wait for those poems
to come
find me buried
beneath the pillows
of those who dreamt
there
before
Alyssa Yankwitt
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